Stuck in the mud

Well, you wouldn't have thought that after that great start that I could sink so low so quickly.  But there it is.

Down in a hole, depression grabbing me by the throat, just unable/ disinterested in getting myself out right now.  I daresay if I pulled my finger out, and went for a swim, I would feel better.  My diet has been slightly sabotaged by a weekend away, but I have found it difficult to revert to the smaller meal sizes, although I have tried hard.

I feel very unsettled too - maybe due to the weekend away.  Feel like I just want to park my arse at home and blether around here.  Just too much going out, visits to doctors who don't tell me much, and then forget to give me drugs :/  I loved the scrapbooking weekend - but it was so much trouble and effort!  Got home, and it took me an hour to unpack the car and deal with the luggage... and the craft room is even worse now than it was before.  It will take me a day to sort that room out, at least.  And I just couldn't care less.